47

Today I am 47.

Today I think of what I'm still apprehensive about, what events in my life I haven't figured out. I stay with these thoughts; they linger like a scent, as if wanting to announce its presence but also content with just peeking out from its hiding place.

My room is still; yet, a constant flux of unread letters, unpacked luggage, half opened parcels.

They say your physical state is your state of mind. I think they are where they have to be. And that gives me calm more than having a clean slate.

I have had my share of mistakes. And my share of not rising up to occasions. But indeed, I think I've done many more right things, and overcame many challenges, perhaps some more alone than I can imagine. With that too I am content.

My curiosity for life runs deeper than ever, beautiful documentaries feed my soul. My children are my source of comfort and wonder, and the people around me, my strength through patience and love.

My life at this point and on this day, is full of gratitude and peace. And my birthday wish is to wish it upon everyone.

Thank you for the well wishes. ❤️